Have you ever?
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Topic: Have you ever?
Posted By: White o Light
Subject: Have you ever?
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 12:04am
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Have you ever felt so bad you dont feel emotions? Its not being angry, its not being sad... you just feel empty. It feels like your not really alive. It is such a strange feeling. Start the flames. ------------- 
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Posted By: Cedric
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 12:06am
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Drink tea. ------------- 
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Posted By: Pate
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 12:11am
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www.livejournal.com
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It feels good to be a gangster |
Posted By: White o Light
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 12:13am
blogspot is better, has a better community. Its more college aged. Thanks for the suggestion though. -------------
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Pate wrote:Posted By: Pate
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 12:14am
See, you learn something new everyday. I didnt know that. Thanks.
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It feels good to be a gangster |
Posted By: .Ryan
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 12:15am
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My girlfriend and I are starting to think I'm slipping into a depression. I'm still of the mind that depression doesn't exist but all the tests I've take say that I'm moderate....But yeah, I know what you mean. Oh and, why must people be so crappy to each other. He shouldn't have had to put "start the flames" at the end of that... -------------  |
Posted By: Pate
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 12:17am
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My reply was actually serious...x2
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Posted By: mbro
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 12:39am
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"Part Of Me" Part of me won’t go away Everyday reminded how much I hate it Weighted against the consequences Can’t live without it so it’s senseless Wanna cut it out of my soul And just live with a gaping hole Take control of my life And wash out all the burnt taste I made the problems in the first place Hang my head low ‘cause it’s part of me Ya hardly see right next to the heart of me Heard of me the routine scar New cuts cover where the old ones are And now I’m sick of this I can’t stand the sandpaper thoughts that grade on my sanity I rather not even be then the man that’s staring in the mirror through me [Pre chorus] Cut myself free willingly Sstop just what’s killing me [x4] I feel it everyday I feel I made my way I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside Swallowing me Freedom can be frightening if you've never felt it Once it’s been dealt with you feel like you’ve been touched by something angelic And then melted down into a pool of peace Cease to be the animal you used to be Remove the broken parts you know were wrong And feel the karma when the problem’s all gone And then you start to see another piece of yourself that you can’t let be Memories of the last fight to free yourself Take it to the depths of the bottom of the well And now you know you can choose to lose the part in your heart Where your insides bruised You can live if you’re willing to Put a stop to just what’s killing you [Pre chorus x4] [Chorus] (Alive in me, inside of me, a part of me screams away silently This part of me won’t go away, part of me won’t go away Everywhere I look around I see how everyone aught to be Every time I see myself I see there’s always something wrong with me) [Chorus x2] I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside, swallowing me [x2] ------------- 
Don't blame me, I voted for Kodos. |
Posted By: procarbinefreak
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 12:40am
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i slipped into that last year... i diagnosed myself with freshman depression. all i did was sleep all day. |
Posted By: BARREL BREAK
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 12:50am
| God, I have, it sucks, wishing you could feel something, anything... |
Posted By: mbro
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 12:54am
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I know the feeling, I used to do more oxycontin than rush limbaughn -------------
Don't blame me, I voted for Kodos. |
Posted By: High Voltage
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 12:59am
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Not that it pertains to your situation, but it popped into my head when i read the title. "Have You Ever" Falling, I'm falling Have you ever walked through a room But it was more like the room passed around you Like there was a leash around your neck that pulled you through Have you ever been at someplace Recognizing everybody's face Until you realized that there was no one there you knew Well I know Some days, my soul's confined and out of mind Sleep forever Some days, I'm so outshined and out of time Have you ever Falling, I'm falling Have you ever buried your face in your hands Cause no one around you understands Or has the slightest idea what it is that makes you be Have you ever felt like there was more Like someone else was keeping score And what could make you whole was simply out of reach Well I know Someday I'll try again and not pretend This time forever Someday I'll get it straight but not today Have you ever Falling, I'm falling Some days, my soul's confined and out of mind Sleep forever Some days, my darkest friend is me again Have you ever Someday I'll try again and not pretend This time forever Someday I'll get it straight but not today Have you ever **Change in tempo** When the truth walks away Everybody stays Cause the truth about the world is that crime does pay So if you walk away Who is gonna stay Cause I'd like to think the world is a better place When the truth walks away Everybody stays Cause the truth about the world is that crime does pay So if you walk away Who is gonna stay Cause I'd like to make the world be a better place When the truth walks away Everybody stays Cause the truth about the world is that crime does pay So if you walk away Who is gonna stay Cause I'd like to think the world is a better place I'd like to leave the world as a better place I'd like to think the world when i feel crappy i go listen to the offspring. after that i forget why i felt bad and normally have the balls then to form a solution, no matter what it takes. ------------- 
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Posted By: choopie911
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 1:42am
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Posted By: Apu
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 6:28am
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Indie sux, Hard-line sux, Emo sux, you suck!
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Posted By: Kristofer
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 7:12am
| Thats when you realize you arent playing enough Paintball. It could be a withdrawal fom adrenaline rushes. |
Posted By: White o Light
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 7:17am
Its not really being sad so I dont feel much like crying. Its like I said, its just really empty. Thanks for the beautiful picture though. -------------
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Posted By: reifidom
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 7:23am
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I know depression and I know mania. I prefer mania, but my bank account prefers depression. It's nearly killed me in the past. ------------- 
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Posted By: dmp4892.
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 8:48am
| Yeah it sucks. You just dont have any emotions to display, but you want to. |
Posted By: youm0nt
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 8:57am
| i dont think so |
Posted By: sporx
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 10:14am
someone seems lonely. I suggest that you rent a good porn, grab a bag of cheetos, and sit naked in a bean bag. That always makes me feel better. ------------- 
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Posted By: pb125
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 10:16am
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I just constantly feel overstressed with school.
A constant bad feeling in my stomach, if you will. ------------- 
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Posted By: sporx
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 10:18am
that's just because you can't get it up. -------------
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Posted By: *Stealth*
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 10:28am
Best, Burn, ever. |
Posted By: Skillet42565
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 10:47am
Wrong. ------------- 
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Posted By: XenoSabre
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 11:02am
I'm not surprised that you would know. ------------- [IMG]http://i45.photobucket.com/albums/f76/Xeno-Sabre/kutaragi.png"> http://xeno-sabre.deviantart.com/ - http://xeno-sabre.deviantart.com/ |
Posted By: choopie911
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 12:42pm
Yeah, I just really wanted to use that pic 
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Posted By: reifidom
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 12:43pm
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It takes a man to admit he wanted to use a cute kitty picture at any cost. -------------
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Posted By: Skillet42565
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 12:49pm
Thats because the PBC people know everything. -------------
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Posted By: White o Light
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 3:03pm
I find my self admitting that far too often. -------------
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Posted By: Tae Kwon Do
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 3:05pm
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I think it is just being a teenager. Ive never known a teen that didn't just feel empty and alone for no good reason at one point or another. ------------- 
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Posted By: oreomann33
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 3:08pm
OMG PIX? ------------- 
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Posted By: PlentifulBalls
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 3:09pm
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TRIED SOOO HARD AND GOT SOOO FAR BUT IN THE END IT DOESNT EVEN MATTTTTEEEERRRR!!!!!
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sporx wrote: well...ya i prolly will be a virgin till i'm at least 30. |
Posted By: Hitman
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 3:13pm
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Drugs fill in the void. No, but seriously. Yes, I know how that feels. I was feeling that way for the last few weeks. ------------- |
Posted By: White o Light
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 3:46pm
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Yeah, life can be a downer. What pushed me over the edge is my ex-girlfriend of 3 weeks started dating someone I kind of considered my friend. But when something like that happens, it starts to get you bummed about alot of things.
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Posted By: BooksAndLeaves
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 3:50pm
I used to get that same exact feeling, but now I kick ass at school. ------------- 01001001 00100000 01100111 01101111 01110100 00100000 01100011 01100001 01110101 01100111 01101000 01110100 00101110 00101110 00101110 |
Posted By: Tolgak
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 4:30pm
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Most of my Junior year and the beginning of my Senior I felt really depressed. It's a terrible feeling. I never found a way to make it better. For me it just stopped. ------------- 
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Posted By: Da Hui
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 5:08pm
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Edit: This feeling you have has a name, its called Teen Angst. ------------- 
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Posted By: Cedric
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 6:29pm
You ripped off Lary the Cable guy... You are one sick person. Jesus, he is one of the worst comedians out there and yet you are low enough to steal a joke from him. Stealing a joke from a comedian and trying to pass it off as your own is lame, but stealing one from Lary the Cable Guy? You make me sick. -------------
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Posted By: benttwig33
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 6:33pm
I love the way cats can express anything 
Yeah sometimes I think im depressed, but then I think to myself... What the hell? This is stupid. ------------- Sig is WAY too big. |
Posted By: kuhndog599
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 6:57pm
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Posted By: usafpilot07
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 7:11pm
That joke was definetly around long before Larry got "funny" He apparently just goes on jokes.com all the time. ------------- Buffalo buffalo Buffalo buffalo buffalo buffalo Buffalo buffalo |
Posted By: Hades
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 7:12pm
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Sounds like the exact prognosis for telling if your into the same gender or not.
Better draw up a bubble bath sissy boy. |
Posted By: BooksAndLeaves
Date Posted: 24 April 2006 at 7:13pm
You're worse than Carlos Mencia stealing from Jeff Foxworthy! ------------- 01001001 00100000 01100111 01101111 01110100 00100000 01100011 01100001 01110101 01100111 01101000 01110100 00101110 00101110 00101110 |